perfect starry nights. sweet dreams. moon beams. a love that's warm. and bright.

why is "you are the one" on loop in this office? naiiyak na ko ah.

you are the one that i've been searching for my whole life through...yadda yadda yadda. how inane is that diba? and it's completely cliche to claim that he she it is the one. ano yun? matrix?

this is what you get for lovey movie-marathoning in the mountains. it's bitter and cold. nyahahaha. yes, i have seen you are the one and eternity on the same week. and all i can think about is together-ness. how two people are likely to fall in love when they get to know each other and spend every waking moment together. together-ness.

this is how their story goes:
boy meets girl. [i very much prefer heterosexual romantic relationships over brokeback-hood; i'm inclined to hate gay men for stealing all the other good looking men in the world and converting them to gayness] boy and girl hang out. boy is attracted. girl is attracted. boy and girl fall in love. and they live happily ever after.

this is mine:
girl meets boy. the end.

teka direk, wait, bat na-cut? ay sorry, naubos yung film. ah ok. teka! digital to ah!

i live in a digital world but my heart is in the non-talkies. with matching whatever it is they use to capture kodak moments in the 16th century. oil and canvass, yeah that's it. i admit to having an old soul. i like ancient things. i seriously believe i was born in the wrong century that's why i'd go to intramuros anytime and pretend i was in the spanish era.

it's more romantic in black and white, don't you think? when everything is monochromatic, life is less complicated. two-color, two-tone, no hassles. and no out-of-the-closet gay men. [on normal days, i love them pink people, really, really, but not today. perhaps i'll love them tomorrow.] sepia's a close second.

i would gladly trade my colorful world for a life in sepia if that means life and love wouldn't be complicated. where's the fun in that, you ask. i don't know. but i'd rather live in black and white or sepia and find untainted, uncomplicated love. yes, cheesy. gudlak.

how can i experience together-ness if "the one" is stuck in another lifetime [or dimension like neo, haha]. i shall never meet him. the non-perk of being born in the wrong century. tsk. tsk.

i need decent sleep. moon watching all morning on the bus is bad for the posture. bad posture equals senseless monochromatic drama. shiz. somebody take me out to videoke-whoring.